Heavy Thoughts

My emotions fell just like the rain that prickled from the sky! As I
began to fall into this great depression! Everything that I had once knew…

A LIE!...


Have you ever tried to do your best…but it is NEVER good
enough, and doesn’t meet the humane expectations!
What can you do.? After awhile it gets tiring and you soon give up.! I am ready to, but in fear of what would be thought of me! It’s not wining the fight but the fact that you applied yourself to try!
Sitting there calming myself, attempting to resist crying! Fighting
while pieces of me are dying! “R.I.P Calah” can you imagine those
words projected off a realistic object? Will your reaction be as
Intended or an epic disappointment? I need to know I have to
know I got to know…Right…? my heart space...getting REAL tight!
me breatheing everyday..is an indefinanite FIGHT.! because what was there you have taken..so i attempt to push you away.now nothing left to do or say...

You aren’t a necessity…so why are
you here..?Stuck in between the two because I think or thought I
wanted you, but that feeling will soon corrupt, I Promise you!